Another Day

So, I had a really bad sleep last night...Tossing and turning, couldn't get to sleep.
I got up, had a smoke and a drink of water, only to lay down again and toss and toss.
Finally,
I realized that I was only stressing about things I could do nothing about.
So foolish.
Then I asked for sleep and cleared out my head until finally I drifted off into a restless night of sleep. Only to wake up this morning, sore and tired.

Why???
So many reasons it's practically dumb. Each on their own is NADA...but all together makes for unreasonable amounts of stress...
Work, money, family, court, angry words, listlessness, hopelessness, being trapped, feeling lost...
And for what???
Nothing really.
Everything comes to pass.
Each experience a lesson to learn, a chance to grow.
So why obsess and manic out over something that has to be in order to go??
There's the real question!!

So I decided today, while under a pile of paper work...
I'll let it all go.
What difference does it make any way?
The Universe knows what it's doing, and won't let things that aren't supposed to happen, happen...or vice versa.
Things will be the way they need to be,
What it is is what it is
What it will be is what it will be...
And that's all there is to it.
I can't heal the world any more then the world could heal me.
I had to want help in order to get it, and had to accept what WAS before I could move forward.

So that's all...
I'm stressed...but trying not to be. I'm giving it all back to the universe in hopes that this will set me free.
Cheers.